... The fuck you lookin' at?

Well lets see. Im so FUCKING glad that school’s almost over so I dont have to put up with this bullshit called school. So today, I have been confronted that I almost have the opportunity of not participating in almost half of the music programs next year that I already do now, because I suck at school work. It’s all this fucking work that I have to put up with, but really, in reality, that half of the time I stay up all night to work on stupid projects and study for major tests and exams. Well yeah, maybe my grades are low. Still, I’m only getting used to balancing my schedule of studying and doing these activities. If I’m gonna get used to it in the next to years, then I’ll get used to it. I don’t care if it’s a lot of work, I still love doing music. But if it’s gonna be like this-giving up half of the music activities that I so love doing in order to keep up with school and maintain grades to get into college?

Hell, maybe I should just give up music. Period. Maybe I’ll take that into consideration.

Downloaded a nintendo 64 emulator. brb, playing the original super smash bros for a couple of hours. NOSTALGIA LEVEL: OVER 9000 <333

Well, today just shows how out of it I am. I’ve never been so out of it and constantly putting myself down. But at this very moment, that’s not the main case. Not only that, but I’ve haven’t been so disappointed in a while, but really today is really the exception. Just shows how much that responsibility is a necessity. But today, it seems that not a fuck was given. Pathetic. I am pretty disappointed. Lessons should be learned and this should never occur again, or conflicts will occur, and I will go off in a rampage. I can promise you that.

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But regardless, how bout that new Yellowcard song?

g’night. thank god summer’s almost here. 

i could only dream about how i’ll want this summer to last. oh life.